I stole this from Sherry, to anyone who reads this Merry Christmas

First best friend: Ruben
First car: none
First break-up: .Sheraysiah
First screen name: Orochi Kei
First self purchased album: none
First funeral: none                                                                                     First pets: none
First piercing/tattoo: N/A
First credit card: none
First true love: fighting games
First enemy: emotions or myself
First big trip: Nothing I would consider big
First music you remember hearing in your house:                                         Last cigarette: N/A
Last car ride: To home
Last good cry: I'm incapable
Last library book checked out: Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1: Hunger
Last movie seen: Blade Trinity
Last beverage drank: Dr. Pepper
Last crush: Nikki
Last phone call: like 30 minutes ago
Last item bought: Tekken 5 data card
Last annoyance: My sister, my own body-sick
Last time wanting to die: always.
Last time scolded:5 minutes ago

Relationships
Who are your best friends? Alex, Sara, Sherry?
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? none

Stuff
Where is your favorite place to shop? no where in paticular
Any tattoos or piercings? Nope

Specifics
Do you do drugs? Nope
What kind of shampoo do you use? any
What are you most scared of? dying alone

Where do you want to get married? New York
How many buddies are online right now? Not on AIM
What would you change about yourself? The fact that I am selfish.

Favorites
Color: Blue
Food: Mushroom Pizza
Boys' names: dunno
Girls' names: dunno
Subjects in school: not currently in school
Animals: cats
Perfume: none

Have you ever...
Given anyone a bath? No

Smoked? NO
Bungee jumped? NO
Made yourself throw up? Thinking about it right now..
Skinny dipped? once
Been in love? Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no.
Pictured your crush naked? current?
Actually seen your crush naked? I'm blind and can't see shit!
Cried when someone died? I can't.
Lied? I try not to

Fallen for your best friend? yes.
Been rejected? Probably.
Rejected someone? ...
Used someone? Manipulating people is fun.

Done something you regret? Yes, & i regret it every day. My key chain being a reminder.
Current
Clothes: everything
Music: N/A
Make-up: No
Annoyance: I'M SICK

Smell: Air
Desktop picture: Devil Jin
DVD in player: Boondock Saints
Color of toenails: Normal

Who do you wanna...
Kill: Several people.
Slap: See above.
Get high with: Nobody
Look like: i dunno

Talk to offline:Sherry

Talk to online: Sophie

Which is better?
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: Candy
Tall or short: Short

Random
In the morning I am: sick
All i need is: medicine
Love is: something I felt a long time ago
I dream about: nothing
What do you notice first with guys/girls: Smile
Last person you danced with:my ex

What do you want for Christmas? To hang out with Sherry agian.

Worst question to ask: wheres Sherry?, belive me a lot of people have just come up & randomly asked me this question.

Who makes you laugh the most: Sara.
Who makes you smile: My friends

Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: In what context

Who do you have a crush on: Nikki

Who has a crush on you: ?

Do you ever...
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: No internet

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: nah
Wish you were younger: Sometimes

Number
Of times i have had my heart broken:2 i think
Of hearts i have broken: 1
Of continents i have lived in: 2... maybe 3?
Of tight friends: Few
Of cds i own: None
Of scars on body: A lot

Currently Playing On the Way Down By Ryan Cabrera see related

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After writing this I realize two things

1. I have sloppy handwriting.

2.I'm sorta a bad writer.

 Lets see whats happened since my last post.

I managed to get Halo 2 when it came out. I went to EB Games at midnight on Nov 8. A suprising sight awaited me. Like 30 to 40 people chanting Halo 2. Yeah I played it for pretty much the entire next day. It probaly wasn't the best decision to skip work to do this but it worked out in the end. Its an awesome game though I was dissapointed with the ending.

The convention was great. As planned I went in costume. Metting Jim Lee & Alex Ross was the highlight of my time there. They're such amazing artists, & they're work is what inspired me to try & improve my art. The people that have seen me have noticed that I now buy comic books. You could call this a waste of money but I think its worth it. Mostly Spider-Man but I collect others as well. Last Saturday the book I bought  completes my first collected story arc ironicly titled Changes.

I'm also planning something for Thanksgiving. A reunion of sorts, Me, my closest friends & people I consider family. Maybe see a movie or go out to eat. Not very original of me but it'll do. So far i've gotten 3 people to accept my invatation. Sara, her bf Paul, & Alex. For Sara I think it was the possibilty that she would possibly meet Sherry that got her to agree. Sherry is invited as is her bf? I am also inviting Johnny, & am currently in the process of trying to get Allison & Ricky to come as well. I am hopeing everyone accepts.

 This will either go one of two ways, good or bad.

Currently Playing Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson see related

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Post-season baseballs almost over. To be honest the regular season dosen't interest me, nothing to lose there. Saw the Astros collapse just like the Cubs last year. Just like I had predicted. I will never agian watch a Yankees vs Red Sox game agian though. 5+ hours in 4,5,&6.

I need to start playing DDR agian. I mean I played one game on Saturday & I felt like I had played like 10. I did my usual on Last Message & Sexy Planet, but on HVAM I complety sucked. I mean I only made it to the mid-point, & petty much during the entire song I couldn't keep up. Thankfully people payed more attention to my spiky mullet than my preformance. I do plan to get my hair cut today though.

I had an intersesting conversation with Sara yesterday. It was about my "life plan". I basacally told her that in June I plan to move to another city. I can't do it yet as I don't have sufficent funds for that. I tell her to guess what city. She guesses Florida. At one time I may have considered that but not now. The place I actually wanna live is New York. Good weather & everything. The weather here is way too hot. I like it when its cold. The reason why I haven't been around is that I feel that nobody wants me to be around. I've seen enough comments to know that. I'll re-emerge though given time. I plan to see everyone at Thanksgiving. Even if they don't see me. I hope to see Sherry then as well though I doubt thats going to happen. Honestly I do miss talking to her even now. But I really think she dosen't want anything to do with me. A year ago I was reading her a story. One about Final Fantasy no less. It's amazing how much a diffrence a year makes.

I'm sorry of I hurt you or made you angry Sherry.

Currently Playing My Happy Ending By Avril Lavigne see related

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I'm going to a comic-con in November though I don't know what costume i'd wear. My first choice would be Squall though he is not in any comic that I am aware of. But now i'm making my own costume. The Confessor. Anything would be better than who i dressed up as last con. Dressing up as Yui wasn't very fun. It was because i'd lost a bet with someone to this day i've never won a bet with.

Lately though the lonliness has been getting to me. But I chose to do this. To return to how I was before. This is the only way I can be at peace. Even though some days I long to talk to a friend.

 This an awsome song.

 Bad pic of the confessor.

Currently Reading Green Lantern: Emerald Twilight & A New Dawn By Ron Marz, Daryl Banks see related

Got my own apartment.

I 'm getting much better at DDR. I  can do Max 300 now. Oddly enough I still have a hard time beating so deep. But I still can't AA anything.

Went to see Resident Evil 2, good movie.

Mostly play halo when not working. I'm thinking about trying to seting up a tourney soon.

I recently tried to dye my hair. It didn't turn out that well. I was aiming for a dark shade of red but it came out brownish. I've also decied it to let it grow out.

Qatching a 2 new animes, Lain & Saiyuki.

Miss talking to sherry a little.:(

Only 49 days left.:)

Until next time.